insignificant_other L*Oeil push me away in deference to the one who used to be there, break away from a kiss with his name escaping your lips push me away in deference to those that have come along since and blame me for not being able to hide that it hurts did you ever show any others the same hesitation? and why come walking into my life when you never really intended to let me have any place in yours? If this is the best i can aspire to, i give up. 041122 ... .... No no. Search yourself. Search yourself beyond the agony of your heart. You can aspire to heigher things, for a full relationship. Please. Don't give up. You're entitled to a full and loving relationship with someone who can give you ALL of him/herself. Don't settle. ... 041122 ... am i killing time or is time killing me? it always ends up the same way. people tell me "you pick the wrong ones" but there are only casual similarities between any of them since i am the common denominator (when not pulling double duty as the subtrahend), i think i've reached the point where i can say, with almost scientific certainty that it is my own intrinsic lack of value that causes this ...leading me to my renunciation_of_love 041122 what's it to you? who go blather from