incomprehension ashmanzhou i dont see myself now or ever as worthy of me or you or anyone i never asked you for anything so why ask me im weak worthless a deadweight on your kindness unworthy i dont comprehend you i dont see you eye to eye ask me why talk to me make me feel like something other than me a fantasy a real me forever just a dream why do people look away from me why dont they see me why dont they talk why do they glance away never meet my eyes why do i ask i know why heart and mind i strive for you you escape me i dont comprehend you but you know me i know you do i told you i opened myself to you and you flinched at every word and you told me you loved me why dont you touch my face or wave to me on the street why do i ask i dont deserve you the problem with this is i dont understand me and you think i do you do whats best for me and i think of you you dont love angels like you never do crystal glassine heart all beautiful but cold hard and unreachable for me 030923 ... person dude, i don't get it.=P 040723 what's it to you? who go blather from