her_tears_in_your_eyes pete are so beautiful, there only because she refuses to wet her own eyes. 040831 ... pete i lay awake in my bed, the moon shining in through my window. my eyes stung with tears. "why" i asked silently, "why do i feel like this?" i tossed and turned restlessly, stood up, blathed, lay down again with 'sunburn' by gordie sampson playing on the speakers. i sighed and felt her tears in my eyes. slowly i willed myself into the inbetween state, and then i tricked my mind into sleep. 040901 ... symphonic is the only way her empathy works, to transfer the pain to my heaving chest, letting others cry for her, never crying for them. (feeling antagonistic today) 040901 ... love & hate for she cries none herself because it has dissapeared... 040902 what's it to you? who go blather from