do_you_ever Annie111 Just not care whether you died right there or not? I mean, not contemplation of suicide. But for any instant in time, however miniscule, do you just say to yourself, "Self? I really have no preference between living or dying right now. I am completely indifferent." 020110 ... ClairE think too long about whether or not it is really worth it to get out of bed to pee? 020110 ... Arwyn yes on both accounts... but usually I end up living and more often than not, i wind up peeing... 020110 ... god bois the runnin' flying standing on the wall ocelot over there? 020111 ... becclebee doyou ever womder what it is you are doing and why it is yoiu are doing it when it all seems so damn hard. do you ever wonder why one moves house it is so so big how did i get so grwon up, so suddenly 020616 ... god time. itza bitch. 020616 ... freakizh yes.. when you're there, there's no coming back. 020616 ... anne-girl wonder what happened to the past want to stop time feel like you're living in a dream want to separate yourself from life wonderlust 040823 what's it to you? who go blather from