attraction_vs_emulation symbolic Sometimes, I can't tell whether I want to be someone or fuck them or both I can't draw the line between whether I'm attracted to someone because they're pretty or handsome or hot in some way, or because I want to look like them I can't tell if I like boys because boys are hot, or because I want to be a boy sometimes I can't tell if I like girls because girls are pretty, or because I want to be a girl sometimes Sometimes I really enjoy Kate Bornstein's saying "Never fuck somebody you wouldn't want to be" (or was it never be somebody you wouldn't want to fuck?) Sometimes I am not sure where the line is between people who I like as friends and people I want to kiss Sometimes I'm absolutely sure that I really wouldn't want to be remotely like any of the people I'm attracted to, that I'm straight and a and that people of the opposite gender are in some way way different from me and well, why would I want to be like that? sometimes I don't differentiate very strongly mostly I don't know much of anything at all sometimes I don't know where the line is between being fucked up and being different scratch that... all the time. 070115 ... unhinged that's it.... he doesn't like me he wants to be just like me 'damn nicole...you have bigger balls than i do' 070115 ... hfse . 131014 ... unhinged the chick singer in the dead_weather i really couldn't decide whether i wanted to be her or i wanted to do her 131014 what's it to you? who go blather from