anxiety_attack SuicidalAngel Losing my breath Can't hold it in anymore My head is pounding My muscles are sore Here I am once again I'm home all alone Selfish thoughts come flooding in As I stare down at the phone I'm constantly running From what I can't face Now it's catching up to me I'm about to loose the race I now understand the word uselss It's the epitome of what I am Nothing I own is even worth money No one I know even gives a damn Can't sleep at night Drained during the day I know I need some help I can't go on living this way 021120 ... knot meat i love you 021120 ... blue star It's too much. I'm going to snap. And then it's going to get worse. just leave me alone. 021120 what's it to you? who go blather from