an_essay sab an essay of hurt a world of pain shouting and anger bristing oppisition an out and out fucking war and jsut because someone used the wrong phone. applause, applause the insanity award of the day has been snatched away again 050310 ... blah-ze an essay on self hurt and safety written by a foolish someone written by a foolish noone keeping from screaming from crying, by the one last long felt desire to simply fall away: to be brave would be my desire, to be brave, to be strong seemed so simple last week, but im living in the past, and she knows, i could have been closer, but i am so oblivious to all else it seems not to matter any more i am safe here, the child inside the pen dreaming of the wide world i can barely see the world from here, but i would trade a thousand lives for the chance to live on the edge i cant make myself do it, and ive fallen behind, god save me now, maybe she will see some light inside of me 050311 what's it to you? who go blather from