a_look_up_from_the_bottom lovers lament I want you to be near but i fear you when you're close seems like i always end up suffering the most you beg for entrance into barriers meant to hold secrets never meant to be told but i'm folding like i have no strength in the hand dealt and i'm already in the hole sometimes when you look at me and see the pain i've felt and caused myself i become someone else just to run from all the things i SHOULD talk about i want you to free me from this buried soul breathe some semblence of life back into me i want to be whole again but at what cost? everytime i've opened my heart i've had to sacrifice something, i've always lost so what makes you so different from all the rest of them should i climb the cliffs and blindly jump or just be content to sit at the bottom? to mike...i guess you did get in my head. 060821 what's it to you? who go blather from