help grendel not drowning but waving (i am in hell) way down now 010207 ... minus grendel, my boy... you might as well kick off your shoes and let the flames lick your toes... we will be here for a while... 010307 ... nocturnal it's where the party's at, I personally wouldn't wanna be anywhere else. 010307 ... dB Help yourself. It ceases to be my problem. 010307 ... brown cardigan boy someone needs to give everyone some of this, especially that boy in southern california who could is going to be tried as an adult. i am not for capitol punishment! if a fifteen year old boy kills someone only because he has been alienated and ridiculed for so long, we need to: 1) give him help 2) pay closer attention to the ostracizers. everyone is so quick to blame him, but what about the people who do the inflicting, is it fare that they get off for free. i'm not suggesting that they should be tried legally, that would be ridiculous, but i am saying some people need to think about this angle before the go out yelling "death penalty!" if you can feel empathy with or without sympathy you've really got something. 010308 ... Frizzie I was just thinking that both sides have lost, a boy destroyed his life and a few parents have lost their children. The ostrasizers that made the boy commit the hainous act of murder have already been punished, but must another die in the name of justice does one death solve the death of another. A person told me once that killing someone in the name of justice is only a temporary relief. So they should try to help this boy because he is a human. He lives he breathes he hurts just like the families that suffer for the two deaths. But they still cry out revenge, kill, death... 010308 ... soia I wonder, if he already had gotten to that point, could the kid ever really be saved? Could he ever live a happy existence? 010308 ... silentbob "Hi. My name is Disgruntled Youth, and i have problems dealing with my anger." "Hi, disgruntled youth." 010308 ... mikey or maybe he asked for help. but nobody listened. 010308 ... Aimee Every now and then I really need some help. This last time I got really depressed my friend kristen (*Ziima*) brought me here and I thought it was a novel idea. The first things I posted though were attacked and belittled.. it was way too much like my everyday life that I almost didn't come back. But then Mikey helped me realize people are bitter on blue. I'm glad I've partially left blue though, because the people I admired on blue, all post here. Thank goodness. I want to thank you guys, cause you are the people who have helped me without even knowing it, and if I get depressed again.. I know where to come. 010311 ... mikey not as many uppity up nose stuck in the air types on red...yet. but its a pleasant sanctuary for now. 010311 ... michelle* I have a question....If this is not appropiate, just say so, to ask this here. What is a good way to express to someone, on-line, how you feel about them. 010414 ... johnny west It would probably be best just to let your heart pour out through your fingers. That is, if you're comfortable honestly expressing whatever there is to express. Of course, I wouldn't know. Just a thought. 010414 ... fallen hey guys, I need a bit of help......once on either red or blue I wrote something that had the lines, or lines very similar to "let me be your mona lisa.....we can share secret fingertip tracings." ugh, can't really remember how it went, but it has been on my mind.....I cannot find it....please please help.....I mean I could even be losing my mind and be remembering what somebody else wrote.....anyway I want to read this writing again....maybe copy and paste to print it out. If I am in fact remembering what I wrote...it would be under the name gwyllynne in blue or fallen in red.....I think and hope.....and yes I have gone through my lil blather lists.....UGH please please help me find this writing.. 021108 ... nocturnal it_hurts you're welcome. 021108 ... fallen thank_you 021110 ... sappho i think things/people can only help you so many times before you need something more/else. 070127 ... Isaou Sometimes they say you need help, but really, you're just fine how you are.. 070505 ... zedel even now, i wish i could help you. does it ever help to talk to someone you hate? 090217 ... zedel does it? 090526 ... zedel does it? 090820 ... unhinged the thought of being alone again is threatening to swallow me up 090821 ... past Fuck fuck fuck she's missing and I'm the only one looking. Drunk alone on a bike. 150523 ... past She's found, apparently, but I don't know. Running_on_empty 150523 ... tender_square my ex said he was surprised that my parents weren't stepping in more to help with the tenant issue. that, yes, they were there for me emotionally, supporting from the stands, but that they weren't going up to bat when the fastballs whizz by my ears. and while that outcome is due to age and underlying health issues, it's probably more of a by-product of their conditioning. my parents don't know how to deal with the boundaries and conflicts and addictive cycles of their adult children; in the past and even now, i've been their example for loving from afar without engagement. and now that my own boundaries have been violated, the only person i know who is prepared to be my example for a firm, solid center of self is the person i'm divorcing from. 230409 ... Soma I offered to let him to go first. His arms carrying only eggs and milk. He set his groceries at the top of my shopping cart, and reached down into the wheeled basket, placing my items on the slick and freshly cleaned black conveyor belt. He spoke in a gentle voice saying "I was going to offer to help you instead. When's the last time anyone offered to help you?" And as he stood up, placing my 2.99 freezer meal next to the other goods, his eyes scanned up and down my body. His expression conveying that his intent was not simple generosity. But the question startled me. Stumbled me. The answer was my own fault. 240412 what's it to you? who go blather from