i_cant_breathe
strange dont know why
but i cant
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ethereal Hey!!

Gimme space, so I can beathe.

Gimme space, so I can sleep.

Gimme space, so you can't drown in this with me...in this place...
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suicidalchinadoll hey... 041029
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from now on when_i_breathe 041029
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falling_alone *pant* damn...*pant*...stairs...*pant* 041030
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autumn Now here's something I can relate to. 041030
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suicidalchinadoll I said HEY! 041031
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Jeca each breath is pain
i'm almost blind to it
knuckles white against the bedrails
my lungs sandpaper against my ribs
almost too weak to cough

to stop would have been relief
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ivyducktwilightseto sometimes the world just seems to be wrapping its fingers just a little tighter around my throat.

Right now I just have pneumonia or bronchitis though. dunno which until I go in for the chest xray. Which I have to wait for until I get my health insurance back on. But hopefully by then the antibiotics will have done the trick.
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