he_lives_in_lebanon
monadh so far away from me
and I have never even seen his face
but I love him as though
we have embraced
010312
...
monadh I wonder if we will ever meet 010312
...
monadh and I miss him 010313
...
monadh it is just about noon there

why can't I
try not to think about him
for at least a day
010313
...
monadh my changing landscapes
his precious smile
hope grows distant
as though a creature I have silenced
and I such a desperate seeker
caught up in the soul cages
searching for the thruths I know
dwell within all
and what adventures
lay between this road
and infinity
010401
...
.nom i_had_a_dream he hated me 050123
...
.nom and the look in his eyes, in that dream
that dream, it's been haunting me
050123
...
.nom and my words, none of them work
they are no good, all mismatched
050123
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from