visualize (_) you on the floor crashed down sobbing shake scream breathe imagination terrifies me stiff ohsomuch until there is nothing left to do but see it crash fear ohno i will rush rush too late helpless anyway just to look down at your body that will writhe from my suddenly imprisoning wheels if only they could spin away from my warped daydream i will reach to touch your cowered crying body and you will flinch away from my touch twitching and i will shake and scream along with your pitch it will be allmyfault panic can i get away from this it's not going to happen not going to happen not going to happen now just breathe in slow out slow in slow out there now stop the thinking come on girl this doesn't help because you can't stop anything you know at least not by worrying thoughts never kill the demon you can't make it disappear. 060414 what's it to you? who go blather from