sunset_unseen andrea upon remembering adam~~ i let myself go today not on purpose-it's true but i found myself alone & stricken with a feeling of desperation hanging off the edge of the world, i was with no one to lend me a hand sobs overtook my body i drenched my pillow & swallowed the salty lump of bitterness that had formed in my throat sprouted from confusion & loss i did not stop until my body was drained of all energy & motivation to move i finally drifted back into reality discovering myself sprawled in a soggy bed of salty tears bathed in darkness, still alone & suffering from the same vulnerabilities that tripped me & made me fall into my pit of self pity in the first place copyright 2000 000103 ... ClairE I was too busy discovering the world inside you. 011219 what's it to you? who go blather from