kill_me_already anyway im not fucking overreacting anymore that was my life and its gone but im still breathing why do i base my life on stupid little things im sorry dont bemad for anything i say just stop reading now i need to rant and rave and bitch and get it out into the world, but if you dont wanna hear it go away anyway like i was saying hes gone i dont think i can handle this i know I'll have to unless i go do what i've been planning to im just going to be sick though, we both know this we know i wont do it im too weak but im just going to scare myself into appreciating more things im gonna go get the stupid pills and pretend i can swallow enough to kill me goodbye, I'll see you soon. i like life too much anyway 010710 ... who cares http://www2.bluemountain.com/cards/boxb227475e5/jgr249ivbab3if.html 011121 ... Syrope if i ask nicely, will you shoot me? 020623 what's it to you? who go blather from