all_the_almosts deb i get chills thinking of what this will be, yet somehow i can't quite make myself believe it's really true- my life has been made up completely of "almost"s- i almost made it it almost worked out i almost finished that book you almost missed me completely and i almost missed out on the best thing to happen to me: you but now they seem mostly good: it's almost august, we're almost married, and we're almost ok now- but i can't quite make myself believe that THESE "almost"s will become anything more- it's too good to be true and i'm never that lucky so forgive me it's way more than almost too good to be true and that's why i'm so scared 010412 ... Miner Ok, now would probably be a good time to mention that i have been, and intend to write at every blather page i get sent to tonight, unfortunatly my head is a mess and i have no idea what im doing, i suppose you could say the blathers ive writen are all the almost just there.... damn it almost fit. 010609 what's it to you? who go blather from