abeam emo to abide accept or act in accordance with: your standards for me. for my body. for you, by your rules. to be unable to accept:you can't accept me the way i am. then find another. i will, find another who will. to continue without fading or being lost: that is how we will stay. you will stay in my heart. heavy as you are. linger there. like a reek stench. that i can't get out of old faded clothes worn too much. abeyance: only in our state of Temporary disuse; suspended. only now indeffinately until further notice. now i have him. only you know how my heart feels. he sees only my beauty. if he only opened his eyes. he would see my true beauty. but his words are always have lies. Sugar Coated. Lies of Truth. Only said to protect my feelings, wich are lost to him found by you, always when i see you. you will come to ABATE my hungry pangs of Ssex. 030602 what's it to you? who go blather from