serene_chaos
pushpins
I
can
feel
the
confusion
like
warm
water
around
me
.
spa
day
:
throw
hate
at
me
and
get
it
into
my
pores.
it
spills
silently
into
me
and
i
am
overwhelmed
by
the
sheer
mass
of
the
panic
and
anger
.
I
am
drowning
, slighlty struggling...
slow
motion
,
and
soon
I
will
be
calm
and
I
will
flow
and
bend
gracefully
to
the
rhythym
of
the
chaos
,
my
head
will
bob
slowly
to
the
sound
of
negativity
,
my
body
will
brush
the
floor
calmly
and
the
waves
will
carry
my
dead
body
to
the
shore
.
and
I
will
rot
in
the
serene
chaos
of
it
all
.
020104
...
sabbie
and
synion
laughed
and
said
"
sabbie
lives
her
life
in
serene
chaos
."
020104
...
ClairE
Where_I'd_like_to_live
.
020104
...
hannelore
Sometimes
I
feel
like
my
like
is
filled
with
serene
chaos
.
I
that
there
is
a
sense
of
relief
that
I
find
in
the
hussle
of
life
.
If
there
was
always
silence
and
rest
,
I
would
have
too
much
time
and
therefore
dwell
on
things
that
I
can't
change
.
When
there
is
serene
chaos
,
I
don't
have
time
to
think
about
my
imperfections
,
therefore
there
is
peace
in
being
busy
.
020104
...
egger
the
universe
pants
and
grins
as
it
dances
.
040319
...
u24
ripples
on
the
ocean
.
050307
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
