ow_my_lung rasping hacking bird cough cough cough cough deep cavernous sound i've pulled muscles in my chest, i think owie. i haven't had a smoke in 3 days 080220 ... unhinged blather_synchronicity my lungs hurt a lot too thankfully the cough isn't bad but i can feel the hurt deep down in there i also have not smoked all day 080220 ... place i hope you don't have the flu that's been levelling people around here. took me out for three days two weeks ago, and remains with me still. 080220 ... nocturnal sounds like what my mom had. she threw her back out coughing. don't feel bad, I laughed too. 080221 ... birdmad Shadow and Tonya kept to their side of the bed instead of curling up right next to me or on top of me, they were so leery of the amount of thrashing about i tend to do when i cough, to say nothing of my inherent germiness... 080221 ... margaux i started smoking again, partially as a weight loss idea, partially as a way to spend more time with e, partially because i kind of just missed it. i mean i never definitely quit. the coughing hasn't yet started, but i am waiting for the day. 080222 ... c r 0 w lbud we smoke like chimneys like holes in the earth hissing steam breath breathe_in 080222 ... unhinged and another cold this time a bad hacking wheezing painful cough that's hacking up chunks eeewww and i'm losing my voice which is actually kind of entertaining ironically enough i caught this cold from a friend over the weekend and she caught it from the damn spoiled brat kids she nannies it's fucking viral her roommate caught it from her and then i'm pretty sure so did everyone at their party 080317 ... thorn i should probably stop smoking. 080318 ... unhinged no smoking since monday i really shouldn't go to work today 080319 ... past i don't smoke, but i sure cough like i do 080319 ... unhinged hey_bird how long did you have your cough for? was it something bad like bronchitis or pneumonia? is debating going to the doctor/free clinic 080319 ... bird turns out it was just a really spectacularly nasty chest cold. took me a week to stop coughing and then took me another week to stop wheezing and rattling with every other breath. well enough now and good to go until my immune system crashes into something new or forgets this particular bug meanwhile, i hope you feel better soon, nic. 080320 ... unhinged already feeling somewhat better cancelled all my church gigs this weekend so i can lay around and get this cough gone; stupid chest cold. i hate when i cough up chunks. 080320 ... bird chunks are, indeed, the worst. at the worst part of it, i coughed so hard it hurt my shoulders and elbows even more than my chest, like if i had somehow compressed those joints or had spawned multiple "funny bone" pressure points and all of them got hit at once...it was so weird. good plan taking off from any planned activity...a good rest might just do the trick 080321 ... unhinged standing over the white porcelain sink clutching the edges green infectious chunks sliding down the drain sounds like i infected my roommate minutes crawl like hours also i think because i've purified myself of coffee, cigarettes, weed i'm going to try to sleep in a more upright position tonight so no more of the snot slids back into my ears somehow i liked it better when it was all down in my chest and the cough hurt more (not being able to hear drives me absolutely bat shit insane) 080321 ... raze last night i laughed so hard i thought i'd broken something, but i was grateful for the pain. 231016 what's it to you? who go blather from