oxytocin_deprivation jennifer Mary. Chris. Nate. Ross. In that order. I started out feeling little to nothing with all of them. I remember once lauding myself for feeling a little jump when I saw Mary. But that was 3 years ago. Now the smell of her makes me want to cry. All of them had that affect on me. I still stutter when I talk to Chris. And when I'm emotional, I can't look Nate in the eye. And Ross is too fresh to mention. But when there's no one. When the feeling doesn't happen. When it's just a blank. It only makes you crave it more. It's the worse form of withdrawl, because there's no end, and no cure. You will always miss the people that are gone. listening to: Teotihuacan - Noel Gallagher 040118 ... f eat your oxytocin 040119 what's it to you? who go blather from