ive_been_tired x tell me how to be here now and_i_will_tell_you_how_wonder_you_are 030125 ... birdmad sleep swooped down and caught me finally, like a falcon on a forest rodent not some subtle wave of sleep, more likely to say that it pounced on my consciousness quite suddenly like a krack_kat on a flashlight beam 030125 ... ever dumbening sangha: fake chicken and real conversations on a street with shoddily parked cars and hypodermic needles strewn like plastic go cups on the neutral ground of st. charles avenue--because it has to start somewhere. 030125 ... DavesHeroinGirl I've been tired... before, from all-night conversations. But my next day's smile has never been quite so sweet. 030125 ... Nathan88 so tired i do not wake up so tired i do not get a goodnite kiss so tired i didnt get to say goodbye so tired that when i woke up you were gone drops of tears on my pillow case because i miss you so much right now im sick of being the tired one i wish i had your strength to stay awake 030126 what's it to you? who go blather from