dexter
blown cherry
He'd
be
musing
about
how
pretending
to
love
his
girlfriend
and
pretending
to
be
a
normal
boyfriend
might
make
the
whole
fairytale
come
true
,
whilst
you
watched
and
,
perhaps
for
the
first
time
ever
,
found
someone
(
fictional
though
he
may
be
)
that
you
really
,
truly
identified
with
.
What
did
that
leave
for
me
sitting
beside
you
...your
supposed
girlfriend
that
you
supposedly
loved
.
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Photophobe
How
else
am
I
supposed
to
survive
?
What
you're
saying
is
fair
enough
,
I'm
not
disputing.
It
doesn't
make
it
my
fault
.
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...
Hsg
Lab
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...
Strideo
maybe
Hsg
thinks
Dexter
would
be
in
his
lab
worrying
about
what
might
happen
to
his
experiments
if
Dee
Dee
got
in
. :)
...
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...
blown cherry
doesn't
make
it
your
fault
,
but
also
doesn't
make
it
fair
on
me
.
How
could
anyone
expect
me
to
be
happy
for
the
rest
of
my
life
being
with
somebody
who
was
only
pretending
to
feel
anything
for
me
at
all
?
This
blathering
is
getting
sick
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from