breadcrumb_for_kab Risen If one day you're searching for what was had, and missing it. It is never too late. I left for you. 150129 ... Risen Well, obviously for both of us. Because it wasn't working and couldn't go on. But I took away your hope because it wasn't helping you. I took away my hope so I could try to move on. And no one could ever measure up while you were there. Don't get me wrong, I was bloody furious. But the things which went wrong could have been fixed. I just used it as fuel. If you want it back. If you're reading this in ten years. If you're scared and you want to try. Find that courage. Come say hello. I promise I'll hear you out. 150130 ... Risen Oh, but only if something has changed, of course. I'm never going back to how things were. Obviously. 150201 what's it to you? who go blather from