becoming_my_father squint and alcohol consumes me rather than I consume it. my stagger leans and tilts against attic walls and the hum of confused witness take over all the noise which my life welcomes. I become my father and my father becomes his and we are so happy in our worlds so empty within. 020730 ... squint hehehehehahahaha I have no reccollection of writing this. 020731 ... freakizh i wish i could avoid that. but it has started already. i pick my nose like him. 020731 ... sirflaccid I saw this at random and found no reason to post. In some weird way it is releaving. In another it is scary. I look back and think. I made it this far. A lot of what he is, was already done. 050201 ... stork daddy i guess in the sense that i'm dying. 050202 ... pSyche didn't I tell you not to play with time?! now look at the mess you've made! 050303 what's it to you? who go blather from