wake_up_laughing
h|s|g
i'm_bettin'_bloomdhism
110708
...
h|s|g
I'd
had
dead
nightmare
{s
a
fe
}w
years
ago
..
no_big_deal
,
had
them
all
my
life
.
But
one
week
and
a
third
of
a
decade
ago
they
culminated.
I'd
died_in_a_dream
which
is
nothing
new
.
But
then
I
died
again_and_again
and
woke_up
in
another
and
died
and
woke
up
into
another
.
The
deaths
and
dreams
became
closer
together
until
I
remained
lucid
.
From
one
dream_death
into
another
I
woke_and_died_and_woke_and_i'd
begun
to
realize
dream_i_n_at_u_re_ality
ing
it
all
to
get
here
.
It
was
terrifying
, watching_myself_die, couldn'tell
the
difference
fro
m
if
here's
being
all
i've
.
It
became
silly
to
me
and
at_the_same_time
a
gift
.
I
saw
there
was
no
death
.
And
I
saw
that
dreams
have
as
much
to
teach
as
this
life
ever
could
.
Layers
.
I
woke
up
laughing
.
And
it
wasn't
that
I
was
saved
from
dreams
.
It
was
more
like
I
really
did
die
but
death
was
confirmed
a
dream
.
The
fear
and
terror
was
worse
,
actually
,
than
what
I'd
imagined
in
everyday_life
but
there
wasn't
any
guessing
left
.
And
I
was
,
still
,
there
.
I
woke
up
laughing
.
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