regressing no reason it's happening, i think. again. and i am always aware that there will always be this back-and-forthness, but i haven't yet learned how to stop it. i'm too old. i'm too old for this. i can't even fit in my shoes. the worst part about it is that there are no words that have enough motivation behind them to be spilled. 050831 what's it to you? who go blather from