grumpy_sab_explained sabbie i used to be soooo angry, so rage filled and so hate filled that i could barely see. puffed up with all that shit till i could barely breath. but you cant be like that all the time and still continue on. somewhere, something had to change. so, after a few years and many life expeiences, i got over that and became all cheerful and cute and stuff, early sabbie, essentially. but, you see, jsut as you cannot be hatefilled all the time, its not healthy to be that blindly cheerful all the time. everything so needs balance. too far one way was killing me. too far the other way was actually killing me too. this sab is real. this sab is more honest [and i know i said this before somewhere else, but] even jesus got grumpy sometimes and shouted at his mum. 020411 ... god rock on sister! 020411 what's it to you? who go blather from