doomed hatameiwaku Doomed lovers and atmospheric settings. 031205 ... nisus And yet she still loves him. I hate watching friends let themselves get hurt. But what can you say? "I can see he is intentionally causing you pain?" If she cannot see it, cannot feel it, I have no hope of convincing her with mere words. Their relationship is doomed. And my attempt to caution my friend is doomed before I even try. I hate it when even words fail me. 040213 ... jimmy ironically, it wasn't the sex that worried me, because it was bad, which i'll take complete blame for and chalk up to my tendency to half-commit to things i want but fear combined with my regular ineptitude both drunken and sober. what seemed dangerous though, was the immediate emotional affinity i felt. sitting down felt a little too nice. 040224 what's it to you? who go blather from