the_reality_we_made_together
unhinged glances
smiles
one coworker or another as our gobetween


over a year we sat on it
still our timing was off


you cant tell a buddhist
you need boundaries
and expect a good outcome


you kept me on the outside
you let me in for the parts that were convienient
maybe
i didnt tell you
maybe
you didnt care


we started off so well
and_still
after months of contemplation
i cant tell
where_it_all_went_wrong

one day
you stopped smiling at me
one day
you fucked me without a single kiss

that day
i walked away
with no intention of turning back
130809
...
unhinged you weren't the only one that had no business being in a relationship


i hid myself from you because i had no trust left in me
130902
...
unhinged i hid myself from you cause you seemed contented not knowing


no_big_deal
compartmentalized
130902
...
unhinged i hid
you didn't try to find me


cut_and_run
131011
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from