on_the_outside sabbie standing on the outside with all the backs turned standing in the midst of a sea of backs curved like shells curled away facing away i can't face this today a slaterbug in the middle of a circle of snails 031106 ... unhinged of_walls 050303 ... captain_subtext of all the western languages which teach us about the "o" word and it's opposite, the "i" word 050303 ... Mister Brightside on the periphery 050303 ... unhinged ice, cement, claws they keep telling me i shouldn't get so attached so i'm making my outsides out of things that can't stick i used to be so sticky glue, wood, wings 050629 ... noone special Staind - outside good stuff 050630 ... reue I don't know who I am beyond my own self-recognition. Doubt I ever knew what I projected to others. should one even care? fear and anxiety vs. detachment and aloofness Which is the worse evil? F' it. I'm getting blue vinyl siding with a life-time warranty. 050701 ... outsider it's cold here sometimes. 050701 what's it to you? who go blather from