how_do_you_define_alone
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REAListic optimIST alone is when you take reality
undertheblankie_with_you
and stay there until the
tendrils of consensual_reality
fall away and there are
no more avenues for external_reality
to integrate you with other
reality_streams

when your scream
no longer deafens you
because that scream
is the baseline
by which you determine
the variance of sound.
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REAListic optimIST http://www.weebls-stuff.com/toons/salad+fingers+5 is a cartoon that helps define alone 050821
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oldephebe man RO, that was what i've been trying to say for years

your words
hit me
like
a
bowling ball
in
the belly
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Chachange A hole in fucking one. 050821
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oldephebe you know, it strikes me that i'm way to p[olite to be an american..i think in another life i was canadian or at least from minnesota or something 050823
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unhinged alone = unheard, invisible 180702
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ever dumbening daily 180704
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unhinged but i turn towards it because the lack of decency in the world makes being visible, heard a danger. when i am visible, i am a thing to be used. when i am heard, the people that don't agree with me see me as a thing to be attacked.


so i turn towards it, being a hermit; being alone with myself is better than being branded.
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from