chain_reactions hsg system_addict slavery 110512 ... unhinged karmic_links 110512 ... unhinged i refrain from the anger you spit benzos i grow from the choices you made for me i love from the reflections i found in the dirty_mirrors we left behind i'll_always_love_you 110512 ... Risen Today I laughed as I realised that the worst things I'd done in the past seven years, the things most contrary to my values, were done trying to make up for the sins I committed when I was younger. My therapist asked me today how I got from there to here. It makes no sense, does it? To go from trying to prove you've changed to doing something which suggests you haven't. Yet it was all for her. All to make her happy. "I'm not the cheating scum I used to be... but yeah, sure I'll be the one you cheat on your boyfriend with." It makes no bloody sense, and I cannot remember the chain reaction which got me here. 150217 ... fir3cuB3 faith chains one 150217 what's it to you? who go blather from