biking_high stork daddy and i'm the chubby kid again. i fall too far behind. or can they tell i'm peddling too hard just to keep up with them? maybe they're trying to get away? or when i get too far ahead, is it obvious who i'm waiting for? does she know i that i can't help but want to protect her, not because she needs it but because i do? and i have a mind that is capable in many adult circles, i have things to say that are respected and considered there. but here, high, with these college freshmen- i'm suddenly a ten year old again...all of the old fears and old assuagings. was it really all inside me just waiting to be unlocked? 050216 what's it to you? who go blather from