i'll_make_all_your_problems_disappear Desiree I'll try, maybe too hard, but we both know it will never happen. You refuse to talk, and I refuse to let it go. I keep trying, but nothing works. I can't force you to smile, or laugh, or care about what's going on in your world. Only you can fix you, but I keep trying. I have to learn that I can't fix people. I can't make people happy, when they don't want to be. I have to give up, and move on, and let you come to me when you're ready. If you're ready. I can't save the world, I can't save you, I can only save myself. Maybe I should work on that a little bit harder. 041125 ... In_Bloom But what if I've no problems to fix and just want some more goodness to appear- is it so selfish to want for just more of that? 081022 ... hsg and what_if the sense_of_self expands? what_if one becomes (all truest i_c)? 081023 what's it to you? who go blather from