and_so sab fuck you. i_say_this_here because its all i got and if i tell you, you'll deny you'll disagree you'll fight tooth and nail because you think your right youre always right except when your so, so fcuking wrong this is fucking wrong and branded into my anger are the words you flung at me last week Stop Living In The Past and i choke i choke on your behaviour i choke on my anger i choke on my disbelif i choke on my nievity that i believed you when you said you were better that i believed you when you said you have worked through it all that i believed you when you said that you had let go with love fool me once, shame on you fool me over and over jsut goes to show my optimism in humanity is unfounded ungrounded being ground down worn out your excuses are worn out are wearing away to the bone to the cold hard light of reality that tells me y'aint never going to be better fuck you. 050205 what's it to you? who go blather from