vacillate typhoid a lost_snake under the bedsheets peach coloured rose blooming 000617 ... unhinged and now i'm pulled back in pushed away i tryed to push you away paths diverged i have a way of holding on give me a shred but i know if i went back now it wouldn't be the same it couldn't be the same and i'm pulled back in but i won't do anything about it a year is a lot of time between us things were lined up just right then fate smiled on us but she's fickle fate i run to you push away vacillate knowing that it could never be the same 040629 ... lost in my head I have a question, what the hell does vacillate really mean? I don't have a dictionary near by so I have no way of looking it up. Well except the internet but honestly I don't feel like doing that. So whay does it mean? 050329 ... unhinged to sway back and forth between two points of action, two decisions, almost randomly or impulsively 050330 what's it to you? who go blather from