the_proud proud no one disdains the proud when they feel proud themselves 100706 ... unhinged photographic_memory 'i don't do well with the male_ego' and he laughed i met the best punk boy and kissed him tonight 100706 ... Lemon_Soda Gold. You gave him gold. I have read your words. I hope he knows gold when he has tasted it. 100707 ... unhinged aw. thanks. we'll see how he acts the next time i see him. the last boy i truly loved was so fucking proud and depressed that he broke_up with me because he didn't get it and i couldn't explain it that because i didn't need him to take care of me he couldn't understand why i wanted him around i couldn't explain it he was taking care of me of my heart my lonely_lonely fucking heart that he smashed into a million pieces when he threw it away 'men like to feel needed' well_i'll_be_damned 100707 what's it to you? who go blather from