the_big_apple . . 111017 ... a clever disguise Glad to see you're well Far as I can tell You're where you wanna be I have spent a year Crippled by the fear That no one could care for me From a dark recess Memories I've repressed are screaming out You're still around You're still around, lost in time And now, you're still around You're still around in my mind What did I believe You could mean to me After all this pain? The pedestal was high And you fell down from the sky Like a flooding spell of rain And the hardest part Is this floating heart still thinks it drowned Cuz you're still around You're still around, lost in time And now, you're still around You're still around in my mind If I fell down would you pick me up again Act like someone I could call a friend When I needed more than just pretend? I don't think so And did I ever see the real you? Will I ever know when love is true? Or am I only destined to be lied to? And now, you're still around You're still around, lost in time And now, you're still around You're still around in my mind 111017 what's it to you? who go blather from