idle_thoughts
belly fire it's strange when I get to the centre of my cinnabun roll...like I expected it to go on forever or something. 030122
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belly fire you're not allowed to break the merchandise 030226
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belly fire Koot to coostomer soovice please, Koot to coostomer soovice? 030226
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belly fire I could live the rest of my life never hearing about the sex you're having. Seriously, could you just fucking stop? It's gross. 030328
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kerry the petals are falling like snow. springtime and it's cold all of a sudden here. pull your hood tighter around your head. there are so many people in the world. so few of them will actually be successful. if i'm never successful, i'll have plenty of company. 030329
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DammitJanet bzzAK! 030329
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DammitJanet this is the first job i've had in 4 years where you aren't working there too.

it's strange. sometimes i half expect to see you run around the corner with a rubbermaid singing chicago.
040422
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lotuseater my vision is shaking

but my eyes arent

camel filters
040423
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eatpaper you asked me what i wanted and i said...an answer.
then you pulled out a condom and i woke up.
040425
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belly fire this used to be our place 040429
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shilohlives I feel sick, and I hope break comes soon. I miss you and you were just with me. 040429
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DammitJanet HONKHONK!! honkhonkhonk! 040429
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DammitJanet SAM! LA LA LA! 040429
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cocoon I lie to myself alot. 040429
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flux downshift 040429
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lotuseatef lets all get drunk
and screw
040429
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lotuseater i spelled my name wrong.

does that make me hardcore?
040429
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belly fire Kat, what do you do when a shark is attacking you?! QUICK! KAT! LA LA LAAAAA! 040430
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belly fire I think of the da nanana na na nana song all the time when I think of HomeSense but what the fuck is the name of it? I remember dancing to it even if you weren't working the same shift as me. "ooooo relax..." how does the rest of it go? 040430
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DammitJanet i've never been able to find it. relax was the only word i ever heard. there might be a 'tonight' in there somewhere, and it bothers me that i may never know. but i won't stop searching. too bad there isn't a website that just had stupid songs that they play in retail stores. 040430
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DammitJanet "y'know what this song makes me think of? John Travolta dancing like this..." 041009
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DammitJanet "are you the same chewy that talks to will?"

"who wants to know?"

"oh, sorry for bothering you. i was supposed to meet will here at 8 but i was really busy and he's not here now and i can't stay."

"oh. s'okay. why do you know he talks to me?"

"once when i was talking with him, he told me he was talking to chewy about the dilema's with a prom dress"

"yup, that's me lol. Do you want me to give him a message for you?"

"could you just tell him his little chickadee says hi and sorry i couldnt stay?"

"um, what? he calls *me* his little chickadee..."

Who would have thought *that* would turn into *this*? Will, wherever you are, thank you.
041009
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belly fire Amen. 041112
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belly fire kaBLAMO!
Yep, these are the things that I think of at work.
Please, what in the hell was the crappy snap? It really is starting to drive me crazy.
041209
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tilt idle thoughts
doing nothing
on a calm day
in spain.
041210
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unhinged i want you
everyday
i want to fuck you
041211
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DammitJanet crappy snap... i'll have to think about that one! dammit... it's gonna drive me crazy too. 041212
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Fido In my fantasies I hit a man in the face with butter I churned myself. 041212
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Atticus I sometimes have waking dreams where I am hit in the face with butter churned by my attacker!! 041213
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tilt idol_thoughts 050204
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tilt the thoughts of the youth. idle idolisations. thoughtless cognitions. pointless. nothing. this world is heading for destruction. 050204
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lotuseater durp durp... 050205
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once again there's a nicotine stain on the edge of the sky and dark red smoke out on the horizon. 050205
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J Kessler Though the exact amount of post-pubescent encounters I’ve shared with myself is far beyond remembrance, I am quite sure that if my parents had been telling the truth and the Law of Probability is still holding then I should have gone blind years ago. 050205
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Marty Matz A dismal dusk with a popish sky
Untracks a pack of forlorn foxes
And now the time has come
With its flowered ticking
And fractured atoms
To scratch the peppered fog
To break the bars
To discover some fossil moon
Some undone bone
To set the seasons growling

For I have my own skeletons to bite
And have wandered
In a desert of umber sphinxes
Knowing all the right questions
And yet
The only things that bloomed
Were sad hallucinations
And nicotine stained dreams
050206
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something wrong... sometimes i want to fucking kill people and rape their livestock... ... ... ...

I'm an extremely impulsive blatherer...
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cocoon I've never had those 'flavoured water' type drinks. I'm curious as to what its like. I mean, why not juice then?

Also, fresh bread is the best. But everyone knows this.
050211
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shilohlives drinking flavored water is like drinking those Capri-Sun drinks, and fresh bread is really good. 050211
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have penis will travel i'll fuck an animal. I swear. Just name your price and I'll video the whole thing, even send it to ya at no charge. Just name the animal, the setting and the ammount you'd be willing to pay and I'm there, boy...

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We're all animals anyway... plus they don't know the difference! So, why let the bitch just be fucked by some other SOB when I can have a go and make some doe!?
050211
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tilt is there a limit to the amount of thought one can have? have I just used up another thought on something pointless? I think i'd better stop thinking or for the last years of my life i won't be able to.

oh, hang on... never mind.
050226
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megan it was kind of weird watching fear and loathing with you
like opening a can of my past, heating it up a second time, and trying to allow the true flavor to seep through
it never works though, leftovers are just that
i dont think i would want anyone to quite understand
050226
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TPS sometimes I have these daydreams where I rape livestock and then strangle their young with a rope made from pubic hair... 050307
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marketmaker i drift through passage to passage of other people's words. i feel like a pervert, a peeping tom looking at you through your window while you undress. 050330
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TPS I could go for a good ole Rogering of a good ole goat. 050729
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raze every entrance is an exit with its shirt on backwards. 230109
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