oh_captain_my_captain rubydee why don't you return my emails? 050712 ... rubydee i long for your fuliginous cabin oil lamps blackening everything but my desire 050712 ... unhinged dead_poet's_society 050712 ... once again Oh! Captain, my Captain! There is a joy that goes beyond a smile. There is a happiness that my laughter cannot cover. And you don't take me over, you fit into my idea that the world is a happie place. You are triumph and glee. Oh Captain! My Captain! Rise up and hear the bells; Rise up - for you the flag is flung- For you the bugle trills, For you bouquets and ribboned wreaths- For you the shores a-crowding... You do not know defeat. You do not know how to turn away from battle. You are strong and glorious. It is so simple to say that love is the word I am searching for. I do not think it is. It is easier than love... brighter and more sure. It doesn't know how to worry about the future or how to live in the past. Oh heart! Heart! Heart! 050712 ... jane don't know why i like this one so much. 070801 ... randomly recent ! 080501 what's it to you? who go blather from