i_really_wanna_ask sab whats it like being that insane and paranoid? but i dont . ..i could wake up screaming sometimes but i dont .. . [ani] [comes to help] she rocks up a little girl in her big boots holding a plastic bag of cookie ingrediants behind her back and she tilts her head and laughs and holds them out like the most precious thing in the world and i have taken my anger away he who walks away lives to fight another way Bring It On it is all big boots tonight really, really needs to go to bed 040720 ... Revok always alert while trying to seem placid, sort of regular, "normal", but at the same time constantly on guard waiting for the next attack 040721 what's it to you? who go blather from