hermit_mode god secretly, i secrete certain substances which seperate me from society. perhaps ablutions are necessary. 030714 ... unhinged i know you think everytime i don't answer the phone now i'm fucking him but really i've been spending as much time as possible all_alone 110224 ... Ouroboros fighting this. all i want to do is sleep for 15 hours stretches. sadly, i have to function in the world, pay rent, graduate someday instead. 110225 ... unhinged . how_did_i_get_here again? (i feel like everyone in my life hates me uses me unloves me; my rational mind knows this isn't true but that's just how i feel when i don't hear from you) brl 110507 ... grep Courage Hell is other people. 110507 ... unhinged my brain knows that holing myself up at home is probably one of the worst things i could do my heart just can't stand to be out in the world right now 190820 what's it to you? who go blather from