heart_broken ungreat I just can't get over this. My heart is broken, and every time it starts to heal up something just tears me apart. I don't know how to live like this. I can't believe I'm crying at night alone again. Or how alone I feel sleeping in bed next to my husband. I just want to feel better, or something resembling normal again. 120329 ... a clever disguise I can't offer any unsolicited_blather_advice. But I can say that I have definitely felt how you feel, and it is the loneliest feeling in the world. I'm sorry. 120330 ... daf From my similar experience: circle_and_cross Hope it helps. Might be time to cross. 120330 ... ungreat Thank you both. I'm just not quite myself these days. 120330 what's it to you? who go blather from