documentation_scene amy nada there were times when i was blacked out and not up to the task. there was a lot of time where i wasn't very chatty. and there were times that i felt more cursed with it and angry that it wouldn't stop existing, like it was a very destructive addiction i was dealing with.... and it was...love/hate for sure... and it's still that way, but i feel a little more grateful these days about having all this space for documentation. there are definitely positives. i'm afraid, though, its potential is limited due to people needing to facebook, etc. i truly don't want it to be abandoned, but it's starting to feel that way: abandoned. or, maybe i'm starting to abandon it myself, and i feel guilty and unclosured about that... like abandoning a child. you wouldn't. you couldn't. right? i've at least partially felt this way about it all along.... 100406 what's it to you? who go blather from