damned_if_i_don't
birdmad
it's
gotten
to
the
point
where
i
wish
my
parents
had
availed
themselves
to
some
other
means
of
entertainment
on
the
night
i
was
conceived
.
"
i
think
i've
reached
that
point
..."
010928
...
Arwyn
I'm
also
damned
if
I
do
though
...
doesn't
leave
much
room
for
dilly dally... :)
020304
...
g h o s t
damned_if_i_do
Damned_if_i_don't
stasis
seems
like
q
viable
alternative
some
days
020305
...
yummychuckle
move
to
maryland
.
(
see
:
damned_if_i_do
)
of
course
its
not
like
i
have
an
option
.
020305
...
Christ without the cross
damned
if
i
don't
.
Damned
if
I
do
.
It
is
like
a
doube edged
sword
that
cuts
no
matter
what
you
do
.
So
i
guess
if
it
hurs
both
ways
and
something
must
be
lost
if
something
is
gained
and
there
ust
be
an
equivalent
xchange
then
it
boils
down
to
:
What
do
I
want
the
most
?
It's
an
easy
question
.
But
with
the
answer
I
must
accept
all
sorts
of
things
.
Things
that
I
am
very
much
afraid
of
.
All
in
the
pursuit
of
truth
and
enlightenment
.
061207
...
empty
maybe
if
we
throw
everything
away
,
and
leave
everything
behind
,we'll
be
happy
,
even
if
we're
damned
by
the
world's
hatred
.
fuck
them
.
061208
...
pSyche
i'll
grind
your
bones
to
make
my
bread
.
061208
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
