damned_if_i_do birdmad nothing ever seems to come out right there is only this bitter acid taste of failure in my mouth. the pleasant moments but a brief reprieve from the fact that i've got that midas touch in reverse it has always been my fault and always will be 010928 ... birdmad and dammit, i can't even spell it the right way i'm a fucking moron 010928 ... yummyC move away to maryland 020305 ... f I never believed that luck was a virtue, all I ever believed was: I am truly unable to judge myself via grades, via manmade constructions, via life’s difficulties and given opportunities. The only way to assess yourself is by making an effort to realistically view yourself for what you are by accepting what you are and what you arnt. What you arnt is not what you are, learning to love exactly that is part of the journey to enlightenment. 180307 what's it to you? who go blather from