city_ode the awful truth well this a day for reading philosophy out on the roof top wearing the sunglasses sweatshirt and cigarette bottle of warm Beck's and the lingering feeling that maybe this city could be home i'm not alone. these are the days for feelings of listlessness feelings of restlessness feelings of wastefullness you gotta stay motivated you gotta keep creating you gotta keep wanting i gotta stop hating everything i am everything i love these thoughts inside me they're only mine, love they don't belong to you they don't belong to them they are in my head well this is just MY head the thoughts about falling and smashing my brains on the street the dreams of the calling from the dead to me the feeling on waking that i have missed something huge the dreams in my mind well they led me here to you. 061025 what's it to you? who go blather from