burning_emotion
lg i feel it in my gut...



and its a little more than frightening.
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unhinged familliarty_breeds_contempt


passion and anger are so damn close to each_other
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unhinged familliarity_breeds_contempt damnit 110223
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unhinged i want to break things
i want to hurt you

mean nasty things
come to my mind, tongue, fingers
almost before i even know it




but i am not a mean nasty person
and if you think i ever intended to use or hurt you
you should just leave me the fuck alone

(once again
i wasted my heart
once again
the pain is almost unmanageable)
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lg i honestly thought i was through the worst of this. then out of the blue comes a gut_punch to remind me that i'm not.

(the dreams won't leave me alone and neither will waking life)

what_now?
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
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