love_descends_on_those_defenseless spider from mars idiot love will spark the fusion 020831 ... paperclip skeleton cupid, disguised as a school of piranha 020831 ... taintedluv i never askef for this Love... it came to me when I did not desire it. Nor do i desire to have it now..it is a Love my heart shall always hold.... closely, my mind, my body and my spirit...they love him. He says he loves me ... but men... what they say and what they do are not consistent. I am sorry guys but u know its the damn truth! I am SO tired of FAKE and WEAK men, it makes me want to vomit!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe one day my Prince will come ...funny huh? This is called an "illusion" this faerie tale.. I lost that long ago, I just wish this love would go away...I have left it to the spirit but it will not leave me.. Is this my Karma? Is this man meant to be or am I meant to be tortured..after all, my mother was loving enough to name me after torture.. So whay now? 040519 what's it to you? who go blather from