dismal EECP A state that I am constantly living in. I see you in this state too. You know you sadness and suffering but you deny the cure. You see me and you smile, yet you avoid me due to your messed up thinking. Oh to be in a state of bliss again.....but is bliss only temporary. There only to be torn from you grasp by the terror and pain of this dismal state. I know what it is to be happy. I know you have experienced it too. When we were together, life was simpler then. Wait, life has never been simple for us....not even now...but it could be. I will show you the way it can be. I will show you the way you and I are supposed to be. I hope to not hurt anyone else again in the process. I am sorry.... 020809 what's it to you? who go blather from