that_day Staind_And_Souless I don't know what to do on that day. I know I vowed to us both that I'd be there. And now, there's so much hate. Hate on both sides. hate so strong. Almost as strong as the love I destroyed. I know I destroyed it. i did it on purpose. One hit and it was gone. And now, it's over a year later, and I'm thinking of you every day. I want you to think of me. I know they want me to hate you. I know the want me to hate you. They want me to hurt you. Use the e-mail form on your father's website. i don't want to. I don't want to hurt you. I hate the idea. But you won't talk to me, so we can't decide what to do together. I can't tell you who they are...... Oh god this is a mess. I cna't take much more. You know you know you know what I always wanted to know? If you'd go to my funeral. 050510 what's it to you? who go blather from